This is more personal than anything else, and because I don't know any of you (other than Nimmy), I thought the opinion of you all - or those willing to post to this - would help provide me with insight into how I should pursue aforementioned topic.
Anyway, here's the lowdown (I'm drunk):
I have a girlfriend, of who I have feelings for, but don't love. I hope you understand what I mean.
Anywho, my ex-girlfriend (who brought you this topic), of who I can say I love whole-heartily (I know I'm 17 but go to hell, I know how I feel), feels the same way about me as I do her. There are a few problems however, such as she lives 800 kilometers away from me. Also, her entire family hates me and if they knew we were talking, I'd have an AVO out against me.
My question is, of which I want the opinion of those who read this (yes, ANYONE who reads this. eg, Stybar etc.), should I stick with my girlfriend, of which is a virgin and wants me to take her virginity, or should I break up with her and wait for another year (one year exactly, to be exact. Her birthday is today, where as my current girlfriend's is yesterday (current: 23/02; ex: 24/02)) for my ex to be able to be with me legally without the hassle of her family putting an AVO out against me/telling me to kill myself (her brothers both have told me to kill myself).
inb4 you're a dog, etc. I know I'm a lowlife, etc. I haven't had sex in a while and I don't know whether I want to have intercourse with random wimmenz or abstain until it can be with her. I'm thinking the latter but I'm not sure, to be honest.
Anyway, help a drunk man out?
Anyway, here's the lowdown (I'm drunk):
I have a girlfriend, of who I have feelings for, but don't love. I hope you understand what I mean.
Anywho, my ex-girlfriend (who brought you this topic), of who I can say I love whole-heartily (I know I'm 17 but go to hell, I know how I feel), feels the same way about me as I do her. There are a few problems however, such as she lives 800 kilometers away from me. Also, her entire family hates me and if they knew we were talking, I'd have an AVO out against me.
My question is, of which I want the opinion of those who read this (yes, ANYONE who reads this. eg, Stybar etc.), should I stick with my girlfriend, of which is a virgin and wants me to take her virginity, or should I break up with her and wait for another year (one year exactly, to be exact. Her birthday is today, where as my current girlfriend's is yesterday (current: 23/02; ex: 24/02)) for my ex to be able to be with me legally without the hassle of her family putting an AVO out against me/telling me to kill myself (her brothers both have told me to kill myself).
inb4 you're a dog, etc. I know I'm a lowlife, etc. I haven't had sex in a while and I don't know whether I want to have intercourse with random wimmenz or abstain until it can be with her. I'm thinking the latter but I'm not sure, to be honest.
Anyway, help a drunk man out?